Facade.

I realised that I've got to count on myself, stand up for myself.
Because no one else in this family will stand up for me.

The existance of biasness hurts people.
Yet it's one of the things that I can do nothing about.
You scolded me and i kept quiet. yet you scolded me again for getting upset.
Is that fair?

Went to play Bball with Yang Yang and RZ to try and feel better.
And it Did make me feel so much better after that.
But why, do you have to hurt me again when i return?...
It's really painful.


But that's it. Today will be the last time that i'm going to cry over it.
I'm tired.
& i have no more tears left.