After 1 hour of typing, checking, retyping, checking, writing, checking, correcting, and final checking, i'm FINALLY done writing my 266 words testimonial for Advocators. =D Whew...

On another note, the planning for Ade and Ber's birthday celebration is finally confirmed. However, there's been frequent changes and caused unhappiness for some of us, namely me. Shall start ranting now so don't read it if you don't want to.

B wants to celebrate on Thurs as it is the actual day but A can't make it on Thurs so she wants to celebrate on wed instead. Since i can only take 1 day off to celebrate with them, I decide to celebrate with B on Thurs because i know A will definitely have others to celebrate with her. However, B thinks putting the blame on her as the cause of not celebrating with A.
Later, i finally managed to persuade B to celebrate on wed so we could join A, and informed A tt we will be joining her. Then, A sent me a msg saying ' i know that actually u guys dun intend to celebrate for me but only for B '. MH then asked me whether i want to join them 2mr or not & part of his msg said "i noe we sort of angry but juz act act lah, haha".

Do u all really think it's so funny?!! Here i am doing all the stupid planning and organisation whereby just at ur change of decision, i have to re-inform everyone again. I did the forever-persuading just so that i can celebrate with the 2 of u and YOU actually said i never intended to celebrate with you?! i really wished i didn't. It's just not worth it. Forget it if there's no appreciation for what i've done and for being the "middle person'', but there's still people angry at me?? What have i done?!! TELL ME instead of being sarcastic and still adding a smiley:)smile behind. It's so fake! I really regretted planning your birthday celebration.

Thanks Pam for hearing me 'su ku' and MH for understanding, appreciating, and even thanking me for my effort. Those words that you said to me made me felt better. Thanks again.